Its really "sickening" when people,especially when its your so called "friends" make "judgements" about you.And worse still without knowing the whole story,or getting views only from one side and making judgements based on a "perception that is created" by another person.
Perception is precisely that,just a perception. Its not the real thing,its an image that is created to convey a certain message. There are times that the perception is real but more often than not ,its not. I have this problem that in general I'm perceived to be "snobbish/egoistic". Some say its the " face",some say its my ways-but I really dont care. Sometimes i use it to my advantage,anyway ,God willing,most people are quite comfortable with me after knowing me.
Herein lies part of the problem,there are people who "think" they are close to me,who do not like the idea that when I'm perceive to be close to a newer person in the circle. If the other new person is of the opposite sex,the problem is further compounded.
That's OK,but when they start creating all sorts of lies just to make me look bad that is totally unfair and uncalled for,what is worse is people whom i care, tend to believe this lies!! I guess telling bad things about people is more enjoyable than telling about good things,kot ? Im trying my best to ignore this group of people and carry out my task of running my business. Most of the time its manageable but sometimes...geram sangat !!!
things that are killing them
15 years ago
