fading away...

Wow...ive not written for the longest time, i know its crazy,but of course its work ! I guess it will only end when life ends ! or i have to take the drastic action of just retiring,not that i can afford it. Its really being caught in a very difficult situation,you feel trapped and there seems to be no escape route. Its like the rat in a maze, you go round and round and you eventually end up at the same place. But its ok, im not really that depressed,because ultimately the choice is still mine...or is it ? Could it be fated that my life would be like this-trapped and unescapable ? Have not been able to read as well...the most is newspaper,which is depressing as well.

Well at least Linggam is providing some entertainment-"looks like me,sounds like me,but"...only he can con technology ! Where is this country going to ? I ve lost my faith in Lawyers and Judges,but my hope lies with the younger generation,the younger Malaysians. I hope and pray that they will be able to accept that there is good and evil,that there is a difference and that it matters. The world today has muddled this,the line between goodness/godliness and between evil and badness is blurred. True to the prophecy-towards the end of time people who are evil are given recognition and praise and those who do good are considered irrelevant "to the needs of modern society" look around us and we see examples aplenty.

Actually all humans are born to submit to the will of the almighty,as every other creature is-to submit to the will of the almighty,but along the way most of us fall to the folly of the dark side,because the attraction and pull is very strong and the reward very quick ( though not lasting )everything now is speed and immediate we have forgotten the old slow way,the right way-where pleasure is enjoyed longer because its obtain thru the blessings of the creator.

Who are we if not the created ? The creator knows best what is good for the created. But no...we succumbed to our base instincts the reasons which was for its "survival", the I above the we, then we are just like the other creatures,if we follow our lust and try to dominate others. But we are created special,we are the chosen one,if we chose to be-all we have to do is ask and belief and know that ultimately we have no other choice but to submit-then we will find peace...Godwilling.